Diane 35 And Breast Growth Depressed, Because Of My Goddamn Body?

Depressed, because of my goddamn body? - diane 35 and breast growth

I feel very depressed .. I am also aware of my body and my looks .. : (It's a bit long, but please bear with me ..

I believe that an excess of male hormone in me, I'm a girl, my arms are very hairy, very hairy legs, hairy armpits and facial hair was pretty obvious .. I always shave your legs, wax my arms, and though I'm only shaving makes hair grow thicker, but I cracked one days and I can not stand the hair on my mouth, I just shaved away .. Well, I am repeatedly raped .. I even have hair on his belly and back .. I hate them!

I have small breasts .. and I can easily grow in weight and hard to lose weight .. my periods are irregular and sometimes I do not get periods or even months .. : (

I hate them! Please do not ask me to the doctor because I can afford .. Some years ago I went to my doctor about times, but I get that Diane-35 .. I need to see a doctor ..

I did not tell my parents about my irregular periods and I do not worry ..

I can not afford to see a specialist doctor is less expensive in my country and I am still a student .. Is there a good product on the market, I buy? Drugs can reduce my male hormone more? There is no pill that can reduce the hair growth? Help please .. I hate my body hair: (